Hardest thing in life

I've seen quote : "the hardest thing is when someone you love, love someone else."
I agree with this quote. Because yeah I'm in this situation right now. I knew it's really useless. I knew it's meaningless. I already knew it's thing that you hated. You said I'm really stubborn. But don't you look at urself? Aren't you stubborn, are you?
Now, I just wanna wish to God to give me someone better. Someone who can understand my situation. I can't stop loving him. I don't know why.
I can't do anything again, he got someone new. More fresh (our junior) than me.
I can't life and live without my friends, especially ambigu's gank. They always support and give best advise to me.
Last but not least, I hope it will end soon.
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